In my dream there was a painting of striking detail: the girl, the boat sailing off into the distance, the tail of a whale pointing like a two-pronged fork into the midday sky, held by a hungry churning god who didn’t die, the canvas of golden, sparkling sand, the beach where the girl was standing and from which there also stood the bodiless eyes looking at the scene at once serene and thunderous, as they waited for that whale’s tail to clap down hard on the glassy waters, sending up shards of glitter into the air, onto the girl’s skin and the boat, into the eyes, the bodiless eyes, looking out.
The painter was there, too, she said It drew itself as she took a pen from the shelf near the wall we were observing and directed me, with the pen, from the bottom left to the top right of the canvas, a line that did no curving but was straight like a string pulled taut between two posts. This line, she said, as she tilted her head to follow the thread was the the beginning in time of the painting, and from there followed everything; from there the world followed in shades, lines, colors, perspectives.
This was incentive enough to begin a play; I borrowed her technique of starting with a line that would stretch from one corner of the drama away to the other, which I found unique. I did not require character or plot or setting, anything of the sort but one rough line; that would grant the play its time, would be the begetting of its world: from a line straight and direct, which would unfurl its actions, its plot and players. Without discovering who he or she was I set out to find what the suffering one would say, because they all suffer, that is sure, but what would the suffering say to begin and reach the end of a world, an entire play?
What line would be perfect? What line would protect the play, along with the readers, viewers, hearers from falling too quickly into disillusionment? What would keep enchantment from leaving, keep the fermentation of vision from prematurely aging, uncaging great things but patiently, slowly? I pondered such racking questions and it began to grow from me, the line he or she would pronounce at the play’s opening, and a line to keep one going on to its end. Already, when the words arrived, there came alive the same salty mist, the sky so blue at midday, the rocking setting of the play. I heard a player say: What a glorious, yet ominous day!
A human being-question chasing after both God and nothingness. The internet is a disaster, but our starlessness might teach us something. I welcome our constant experimenting with ourselves with open arms, for ultimately they are attempts of life at living and growing in life. My dwelling is in Key West, while the dwellings of my loves are Indiana, New Mexico, Texas, Massachusetts and Arizona. These spaces are nothing. Love abides and love embraces.
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Love that final line
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Thank you. I feel the line travels in a tremendous circle.
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