The photograph used to do so much, it etched in light, it touched corners of a time and space we otherwise could not touch.
But now--now what is the photograph? A meme to make others laugh, a passing advertisement making the line on the marketing graph go from low to high?
Why digitize the photograph? Where is the light, which we used to see slowly grace the mat, now? It is underground, traveling beneath the Atlantic, or in some warehouse.
Some dark desert warehouse where are stored memories, pettinesses, all the colored emptinesses, kept away in a vault for some investigator to exhume, laugh at, shake his head.
Whose fault is it, this runaway narcissism? The dread of it is not that the schism between public and private is blurred or that everything is pictured, the dread is in the colors themselves, our current prism.
It’s a prism inescapable now; now that we have submitted to its bind we are incapable of ridding ourselves of its shallowness and its kind of leveling inconsequentiality.
A human being-question chasing after both God and nothingness. The internet is a disaster, but our starlessness might teach us something. I welcome our constant experimenting with ourselves with open arms, for ultimately they are attempts of life at living and growing in life. My dwelling is in Key West, while the dwellings of my loves are Indiana, New Mexico, Texas, Massachusetts and Arizona. These spaces are nothing. Love abides and love embraces.
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